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2013 pt 1 Me in Review

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Dec. 31st, 2013 | 01:55 pm
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: SMAP ~ ハロ

This has been the most chaotic year of my life. Even when I had two toddlers running around like demon spawn I've never felt this kind of upheaval. It's been a good year in so many ways, which is good because the good helps balance all the yuk I've dealt with. But the bad stuff helps us to grow, right? I can definitely look at myself and am able to see where positive blooms from the wreckage.
The good -
Working towards a degree I've always wanted to earn and actually thriving
More financial independence (how sad to say that at my age...)
More self confidence
More clarity
I have come to a point where I know what is true and what isn't
No longer deceiving myself about relationships
My kids (so amazing)
Better relationship with my brother
My car!!!!

The bad -
ehhh, I realize that I don't want to dwell on it. But a few things...
Dear friends passing on
My stepmother
In the process of ending a looooong relationship
being diagnosed with lymphedema in my legs & all that comes with that
Being physically in a place I can't stand and being far from "home(s)"

Overall I'm thankful for making it through another year and being able to feel that I am finally going somewhere positive in my life. I'm hoping that 2014 will be my breakout year ^^; I'm giving it my best shot....

Wishing a happy new year to all my wonderful friends xo

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